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[02 Aug 2005|10:25am] |
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*Grin* We just got our new couches delivered, there so cool. There so big and fluffy, there so big they make the rest of our funature look like doll house stuff. 2 out of the 3 couches recline, uhh...I could just fall asleep. To me any thing was better than our old couches, they were older than I am. And becoming the black hole of the living room, if any then went missing they were in the couch....I wonder what I would find if I ripped the bottoms of those couches out...dimonds...pearls....pennys?
Its been awhile....I have been busy working.....but most people who read this know I work...so thats not really important. Other than on thrusday, I might get to meet the president of Carters.....lucky rich bastard!
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[07 Apr 2005|12:48pm] |
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I think if any one asked me "Who is your worst enemy?" my answer would be Myself/Media/Mirros (three M's) I have been going through this ugly phase (I'm sorry to anyone I have already complained too), I feel like the ugliest person in the world. I have been on this kick on trying to improve myslef, like getting contacts and trying differents things with my hair. I thought I was looking kinda cute. But last night I was taking to this kid online, and he wanted to know if I had any pictures. So I sent him an e-mail and didn't say much, then he sent me a pic. of himself, and he looked like Napolin Dinomight(sp?) ::shudder:: So he asked me what I thought and I said I don't judge peole on their looks. So he said "you think I'm ugly," and I said that "you didn't say much about me either." Then he said that "Well lets just face it that we are both unattactive people." So I was kinda hurt by his comment, so I took it a step further, and posted my pic. on Gaia, and said "I have this friend of mine, who thinks she is ugly. I try to tell her that she isn't. What do you think. Plaese be honest." Not one of my smarter moves. I recived very negative comment "Ugly!!!!" "Very unattractive." I know I have my flaws, and I'm no movies star, or even close. But I didn't think I was that bad. I don't know!!! For some reason I don't believe them...should I?
I have so many things to be happy about, I mean its almost my 19th birtday, I have always wanted to be 19 for as long as I can remember, so mabye it means something, like thats the year I'm going to be happy!!! I had a few good moments yesterday too. I have made a dicision to be happy. Nothing like my happyness to make people unhappy...lol (joke)
Sorry I don't have anything more to update with than my sappy sob stories....I love you all!
~Sarah~
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| Going Crazy! |
[05 Apr 2005|12:06pm] |
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Let see, I have nothing better to do, so I thought I would update. Countdown! Let see 6 days untill my birthday, only 15 more days of class *party*. I just need school to be over, I find this sad, that I can't even make it to April anymore, I mean if I was in high school I would still have a long way to go. I'm ready to be home, in my house, away from my peers. I'm tired of going to class, getting dressed at 9 o'clock, and walking to class. I'm even having doubts about going into nursing. I'm not sure this is something I want to do anymore. But the things that I want to do, doesn't pay any money (I don't think). I'm really missing my Japanese, and the people who are in the program, are some of the nicest people, they just accepeted me right away. I'm not saying other people are not accepeting, just not as quickly (blah blah)
Lets talk about something positive, I go a hair cut, and I actully like it. *happy* I like the girl who did it too, I think I'm going to go back to her. I think I look different (for people who haven't seen me in a while) I have strait hair (sometimes) and no glasses (contacts) I think I have lost some weigh. I think I'm the same old goofy Sarah, always trying to get a laugh. I think trying to make people laugh is one of my downfalls too, like I'm trying to hard. Oh well all I want is friends, some one who will laugh with me, and enjoy the things I do, someone who would just push me, so that I can push them back. There are some of you out there, and you mean the world to me! *tear*
~Sarah~
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[24 Feb 2005|12:12pm] |
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Well they always say writing makes you feel better when you are upset or pissed, personally I rather hit something (well it made me smile). Thats all I seem to do on this live journal shit, is complain or write nonsences. Well your in luck! Not! It's one of my complain journals. So if you are one of thoes people who don't care, and don't wish to me complain, then "Have a nice day" *evil smile*
I'm sure most of you know I'm going to California, by now. Something I have always wanted to do, get out of Michigan and see the rest of the world, have a great time, with no complications. But no! Something always has to go wrong! If its to having my period or the plane going down and we all die (I wouldn't be so lucky though). Well if you haven't guessed by now, someone had to come visit me! Not even planed, just showed up on it on (most defentally uninvited). I know a lot of you can easly slove this problem, and I considered it. Untill I read the instructions from hell!! I don't know how any one does that, I'm sure it is real easy....*sigh* I mean I haven't even got there yet, what else could happen! (if any one says you have a great time, you better sleep with one eye open). I know it not that big of a deal and I shouldn't get so upset over it, but last think I wanted is to be bloated and break out, when I going to the beautiful part of the country. I have all these cute outfits picked out, and went broke to go on this trip!
Well ok think I'm done...*sigh* If any one has any simpathy, feel free to comment...*tear*
~Pissed~
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[08 Feb 2005|10:25pm] |
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*looks around and blows the dust off her live journal account* *Cough* Well I haven't been here in a long time. I finished typing my notes, and I never have homework this semester and the internet is an endless bore. *sigh* So I thought I would would update, (don't expect anyone to comment cause I think live journal is dead to a lot of us.) Let see, I guess I could talk about my day.
9:oo am- *alarm goes off* *groans* *sleeps in extra 10 mins*
9:10 am- final gets out of bed and gets ready -brushes teath- brushes hair- washes face- gets dresses- puts in contacts- puts on make-up
9:37 am- goes over to Stephaine's room to go get her for class
10:oo - 11:15 am- listen to a lady talk about her life story (ARRRR *falls asleep*)
11:3o am- goes get lunch *Chicken Salad Sandwich* *sigh*
11:40 am- eats with Stephanie
12:00 am- finishes eating, and goes on computer (who knows what?)
12:45 pm- Walks to Health
1:oo pm- Watches some "Tough Guise" movie about men and how they like violence
*sigh*
Well I'm already bored so the day goes on let me sum it up. More class- racquetball and now its 10:24pm. And still sitting here with three other people in my room and there eating ICE CREAM (ARRR)
Well I guess I'll go find something else to do, and if any one is still out there, feel free to coment and leave your oppinin, I might just get back to you in the next century!
~Sarah~
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[28 Sep 2004|09:50am] |
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Have you every had one of thoes days where it starts off really bad, but then it turns out to be one of the bests. I had that day yesterday (I would of updated last night but some one was on my computer).
MORNING: It started out like a typical Monday morning *sigh* I had to get up at 9:00am to attend my first call (nothing significant). Then I came back to my dorm and .....(well I don't remeber what I was doing *shurgs whatever) But then I went to Chem. *yawn* we got are firt test scores back! *yikes* I recived at 22.5/50 but the average was 29/50. So I wasn't the only one who did crappy. Then after that I came back to my dorm and got some lunch with my roomate. Then I went to Chem. Lab *sob* it was so hard! I was there the whole time, and I still don't understand were we got most of are answers *sigh* *shurgs* Oh well!
AFTERNOON: I was so anxious to get out of Chem. Lab cause me Angela, Michile, Stephine, Shane and Nickola were going sailling! *exited*. So I got back just in time. We all piled into the car and drove out to lake St. Clair (I'm always stuck in the back in the middle). Well get to a beautiful marina and park infront of this 36ft sail boat *dies*. Basiclly we went out on the boat (no wind *tear*) and we just sat and bs'ed on the front part of the boad untill the sun set. *melting from happness*
NIGHT: After that we all went out to dinner at some tavern (all 8 of us) and I had a really good pita thing. But at the end of the meal we all start talking about how much each of us have to pay. All of a sudden Stephine's dad pull out his credit card and pays for us all *shock* and *feels bad*. So we all drove back like dead to the world. But when we got out of the car...we were all acting like we were drunk...being really loud and upnoxious. So we finally got back in, and then two more people came up (Bryan and Donnie) and they were in are room untill 1am *sleepy and exusted*. We watched Family Guy and then Futurama...but not really we were to busie talking about Video Games and movies. I know it doesn't sound all to exciting...but I guess you had to be there. And I wish some of you were! Well I think that is enough...to last a while. *giggle*
~Sarah~
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| College the First Chapter |
[31 Aug 2004|12:34am] |
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Well its 12:35pm right now! I know all who read my journal, are going what! She never stays up that late! Well for a couple nights in a row I have been up! I don't really want to tell all my wonderful stories, but as for right now I'm really enjoying the college experience! My roomate is the best, I got so lucky! I have been meeting so many people! BUT I STILL LOVE YOU ERIN, YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD SO NEVER FORGT THAT! I don't know..I know I have been known to piss people off on live journal. So I'm going to do it! I miss only some of my old friends...like you don't even come up. I'm sorry...I just treat people with the same kindness they show me. I like people who like to hang out with me, who call me! I'm just going to say, that some people I used to know are bitches! *cough* Mary! I mean some of you are still my friends like Ami, Kim...I guess thats it...and some of you I didn't know enough..but you didn't really give me the time of day! There is only one person I miss and that is ERIN ::huggle:: and the other people I miss is Van, Char, Heather! Well I'm going to go a experience the college experience! I hope this means a new life for me. It has been rough..a little bit...but I'm going to beat it! I don't know..I'm just rambling. So even if you comment on it..whatever? Hopefully you have a great life..
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[26 Aug 2004|12:10pm] |
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This Livejournlal updade is coming for my band new laptop. ::Huggles laptop:: I got my new laptop on Tuesday, afternoon at 3:oo. Like every thing in my life it has a story that goes with it:
I was to meet up with friends at Starbucks at 3:oo, so I got in my car knowing darn well the UPS man could come with my printer any day. Well I got in my car and saw the UPS man drive from one office building to another. So I sat and waited for him, but he never came. So I left on my way to Starbucks, so I made my michigan left turn and was heading the opposide direction. Well I looked down my street and there was the UPS man in front of my house! So I quickly got over and made the nearest michigan left and sped down the nearest street to get to mine. When I got there, he had already put the not on the door. So I rolled down my windows and caught the UPS man! To my surprise he had my printer and my laptop. To end the happy story..me and my laptop have been unserpibale!
I also figured with my new laptop that I would get a new AIM Screen Name so my new name is: ChibiElfEars If anyone wants to IM me *smiles*
Well I still have to pack for the big life change, so I will miss you all and I hope we keep in touch!
::Huggles:: and ::Glopms::
~Sarah~
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Spell your first name backwards: haras
Date of birth: 04-11-86
Male or female: female
Nicknames: spootikus (don’t ask)
Height: 5’1”
Eye color: brown
Where were you born: Dearborn, Michigan, USA
Age: 18
Pets: (Uhhh) Yes, (to many if you ask me) 3 dogs 2 cats and 1 (crazy) fish
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: I don’t know?...I think 3
Piercing: none
Tattoo's: none (but I want one)
Shoe size: 8 or 81/2
Righty or lefty: righty
Wearing: a bandana with two bobby pins, pink bra-let, and pajama bottoms with sheep (bahh)
Hearing: Holding Out for a Hero by Frou Frou
Feeling: tired! (cause someone woke me up at 9:00am)
Eating/drinking: nothing
How many people have you said 'I love you' to and meant it? umm? (does this include family?)
How many people have you been in REAL love with: *sigh* one (maybe)
How many people of the opposite sex have you kissed: two
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?: no
What do you look for in a guy/girl: personality, humorous, kind
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: hair, and abs
Do you remember your first love: nope (I can’t even remember what I had for dinner)
Do you believe in soul mates: yeah, cause its romantic
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: nope (I’m distend to be alone forever!)
How many siblings do you have: 1 (half brother)
What are your siblings names: Nick (same name as my dog....hahaha)
How many siblings does your mother have: 2
How many siblings does your father have: 1
Is your family close: nope not at all!
Does your family get together for holidays: Sometimes, but usually nope
Do you have a drunk uncle: nope
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family: not that I know of
What song do you swear was written about you or your life: Ohh! I know there is one..but I don’t know the name *tear*
What's the most embarrassing cd you own: Aqua
What's the best cd you own: THE best? I don’t know?
What song do you absolutely hate: anything by The Beasty Boys *ears are bleeding*
Do you sing in the shower: all the time!
Color: orange or yellow
Food: Dumplings
Song: Holding Out for a Hero (right now) or Turn Me On
Band/singer/artist: Gackt
Animal: Seal
Movie: Mario Brothers, Wedding Singer.....(others)
Drink: things that are liquid!
Soda: Pepsi
Book: Dragon Knights, Fruit Basket, Kill Me Kiss Me....(the list could go on an on)
Teacher: Umm? Mr. Hunter or Mr. Gibbons (he so cute)
Thing to do on the weekend: shop
Hot drink: coco
Season: spring or fall...I like them both cause there pretty!
Sport to watch: Soccer (cause I’m Italian) and Tennis
Person to talk to online: Erin! ::huggles:: Stuie and Matt (Matt your really hot!)
What color are your sheets: Black (silk)
What color are your bedroom walls: white (I think? they are covered in posters)
Do you have posters on your wall: did I just tell you that! (yep)
Do you have a tv in your bedroom: no *tear*
How many pillows are on your bed: 5 (5 wonderful pillows)
What do you normally sleep in: tank top and pajama pants
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: my scrubs (I’m going to live in them)
what size bed do you have: twin water bed!! *slosh*
Describe the last nightmare you had: I can’t tell you!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: sometimes
How many people can sleep comfortably in your bed: 3 or 4 (depends if it will pop or not)
Any unusual sleeping positions: all over the place!!
Do you snore: NO *looks around*
Do you drool: um...Ok! So I drool! Sue me!
Do you have an alarm clock in your room: nope (I’m my own alarm clock)
What's under your bed: nothing (there is no under my bed) well maybe the cat.
Doughnuts/bagels: both (mmm...doughnut!)
Day/night: night
Coffee/tea: coffee (as long as its cold)
Hamburgers/hot dogs: Hamburgers (you don’t know what is in hot dogs)
Rap/rock: rock
Punk/emo: punk (eww.. emo...*snore*)
Hot/cold: hot
Winter/summer: summer
Spring/fall: fall
Operas/plays: plays (I like being in them thought more than watching)
Read/watch tv: Tv
Cd's/tapes: Cd’s!
Dvd's/vhs: Both! (cause I couldn’t watch some of my favorite anime)
Old/new: new...(I think)
Mexican food/Chinese food: Chinese food (Kristin owes me Chinese food!)
Scary movies/comedies: comedies ::shudder:: don’t like scary movies
Sandals/tennis shoes: Sandals (tennis shoes are the devil...my poor feet)
Popcorn/pretzels: pretzels (soft)
Eminem: He ok! I like most of his background music
Religion: Whatever I want to believe!
Emo music: *dies* to many whiney guys...they should of considered country instead
Homosexuals: I’m not! If that's your choice than go with the flow!
Inter-racial relationships: Yeah! Well some are kinda funny!
Murder: If it was illegal or a sin! There would be many dead people (muhaha)
Obesity: I’m not fat! (just big boned!)
Country music: *dogs hauling in the background* *dies* there brothers with the emo people
Mooned anyone: nope
Swore at a teacher: Oh yeah!!!
Told a little white lie: yep
Told a secret you swore not to tell: *tear* yep...
Stolen anything: nope
Been in a mosh pit: nope (too short...I would die)
been to a concert: yep! and they all had Hoobastank
Loved someone so much it makes you cry: yep
Broken the law: yep...speeding counts right?
Gave someone a piggy back ride: yep...*ohie*
Snuck out of the house at night: nope
Been arrested: nope
Gone to camp: yes, and ran into a tree! Damn tree!
Won a bet: yep
Written a love letter: no (I don’t write)
Written a love poem: nope
Slow danced with someone you love: yep
Asked a friend for relationship advice: sure?
Had a friend steal your bf/gf: I had a friend steal the guy I liked...but it was better for me anyway!
Watched the stars with someone you love: nope *tear* that’s so romantic
Thrown up in public: yep...*giggle*
Failed/got held back: nope! (Muhaha I just slid by)
Taken ballet/karate lessons: Yep, 5 years and 3 nationals!
Name three things that are next to your computer: Erin’s lamp, my drawings, and a comb!
Do you have any hidden talents: I can make my tongue do the wave!
Do you wish MTV would play more music videos: yes!
What would your movie star name be: Gia
Do you play any sports: Racquetball
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently: Fernan Gully
Do you drive: yep
What is your dream car: Ferierie
Would you ever sky dive: nope
Are you afraid of roller coasters: hell yeah!
Do you own a pool table: nope *tear* I love pool!
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen: Yeah? why?
Do you like chocolate: to tell you the truth...no not really
Who/what is on your 2004 calendar: and fairy drawing by Amy Brown
What is your weakness: my brain
Do you consider yourself a trendy person: sometimes...not as much as I would like to be
How do you release stress: dance and sing
Who is the last person to e-mail you: Erin
Who is the last person to IM you: Stuie
What color is your hair naturally: Dark brown
what is the Worst feeling in the world?: paranoia
Best feeling in the world: When I’m laughing with Erin because my mother is a goofball! ::shudder::
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?: sometimes...
What do you think people think of you: THEY ALL HATE ME!! *sob*
Are you a likeable person: I try to be...
Danced in the rain: Yes! All the time!
Kissed someone: yep
Drank alcohol: yep
Partied 'til the sun came up: yep *yawn*
Had a movie marathon: yep
Gone too far on a dare: Oh yeah!
Spun until you were immensely dizzy: Yeah...its a natural high!
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